April 13, 2012

kemaruk :)

Hai
Hello
Hi
heheh


now it's 13/4/12 and i am laying down here on my bed.

oh haah dah cuti dah doh,asasi dah habis. cuti for 5 months. dayuummm. best bodoo. woot woot!
 tapi results belum keluar lagi so cuak nak mamposss seres gua cakap.
harap harap dapat 3.00 ke atas -.- i know,teruk gila kan? sebab 1st sem haritu dapat 2.61 je so..hm. 
teruk kan?
so i was thinking and going through the brochure aku cablai dari booth UPM haritu tu kat PWTC,
baca baca baca,tengok kat situ,ada Hortikultur. atau lebih senang difahami,Horticulture. HAHA.ok.
dia macam landscaping,tapi nama je lain. ha. lebih kurang ah tu. dia punya demand rendah je. pointer dia mintak sikit je so macam ok ah kalau dapat ambik tu. kat UPM. haah UPM Serdang.
kena pulak Nurul Amirah pun nak ke situ buat Dietetik kot.dia nak belajar macamana nak diet sebab aku gemok la tu -.- heh
 Serdang pun dekat dengan rumah kan so ok ah. Jarios pun ada kat situ.awek ada,member ada,ok ah.
lecturer arts kat situ pulak uncle aku. Mira punya uncle pun lecturer fizik kat situ. elok ah kan.

ok dah.

aaa so esok,my family and i are going for a trip. macam holiday,tapi untuk weekend saja. dengan friday. abah ambik leave satu hari. 
nak pegi ke Bagan Lalang,makan seafood situ. pastu cari homestay ke gold coast hotel ke abenda tah kat situ. 
then esoknya pulak plan nak ke A Famosa. ok bukan Kota A Famosa tu,NO. yang lain punya. dia bukan museum. tapi tempat shopping kot? jap nak google sat.
OOOOHHHH resort la dokk -.- shopping apa pulak kat resort villa ? mangkuk.
tapi yang bestnyaaa,ada sorang budak ni,budak KAJANG,tapi mengaku diri ada darah MELAKA,taktau ada resort A Famosaaa..alamaaakk.heheehehehheehehe. sorry beh ;)
lepas tu lepak Melaka lah satu hari tu. then Ahad pulak taktau lagi nak buat apa. nanti pandai pandai lah plan macamana kan. just,spontaneous travelling. yeahp.

nak bertolak esok pagi pagi but sekarang dah 1.00 AM and aku tengah menaip. tak pa kot esok tido dalam kereta jelah. 

ok apa lagi..

takat tu je kot? 

OH,i'm getting fatter. i'm fat right now. not that fat la tapi agak berisi. berisi jelah. yep,berisi is the word.
nak kata tough,susah jugak sebab..sebab...hm.tulah.
tapi nanti aku nak pegi gym workout semua. kalau tak gym pun just pagi pagi jogging then buat la push ups dgn sit ups 3,4 ratus je ke dulu. lepas tu dah fit sikit,tambah la lagi. 
hehek :3
ohh pastu member ada buat group Futsal kat Facebook tu ha. elok lah. nanti boleh main,fit lagi badan. elok untuk zuriat.
heheh

apa lagi?
k dah la tu kan?
tak,sebenarnyaaa,why am i posting this post is because Mira yang nak. haha
nak sangat? NAH AMBIKKKK hehehe
Nurul Amirah. 
she's the most beautiful person,yang tak ada blood relation dengan aku,that i have ever met.inside and out.
bebeh i.
heheh
:)


-Oz-

February 09, 2012

family

something happened between me and my parents this week and last week.
but i hope everything is okay now. i am truly sorry for my foolishness.

i just want to say this,
apa apa pun jadi,kalau marah sangat sangat pun dengan mak,bapak,kakak,abang,adik,
just remember that they're the only ones who will most probably save you in the afterlife(akhirat).

think of all the sacrifices your parents made for you. think of all their money spent just for you. tak payah campur pampers adik abang kakak. kau punya je pun dah beribu ringgit aku rasa? 


so i think that is all. 
ilovemyfamily.
but sometimes i also tend to lose my temper. but i shouldn't. 
someone made me realise,and i love that someone. 
bebeh i.


-Oz-

February 03, 2012

things went differently.

Hi. bapak lamanya aku tak buat post kat sini!

i've been fucking busy with my college stuff and all. belajar macam haram. tapi sepatah pun tak masuk AND STAY dalam otak. i guess i need more time on the books. but my laziness. MasyaAllah. teruk bebenor. sedih. and
i've been such a nuisance to others.maybe. sorry bout that.

this laziness you see,affects my daily life. here in college life and also at home. everyone at home would surely be very dissapointed in me if they see what i'm doing right now. me myself. i am very fucking dissapointed. #sigh

my priority. entah kemana dah aku letak priority aku. bangun pagi nak ke kelas 8.30 pun dah jarang.subuh dah tah kemana dah sekarang. mintak tolong member signkan memanjang. kalau skip class tapi boleh catch up,no problem. skip lah class. takyah datang langsung pun boleh. tapi ni. tak skip class pun tak faham sepatah? i'm so screwed.

and for my love life. ceh,ada love life pulak tu? ada hati lagi? jaga diri pun tak lepas,ni kau nak jaga anak dara orang? hm.elok.   i don't even have a clue,i don't even know what am i doing. pandang jauh ke masa depan. nak ni,nak tu. tapi yang sekarang ni kau tunggang langgang bro. susah la macam tu. cuba start perbaiki diri sikit. slow slow,sikit sikit,boleh kot?


entah lah..


rasa macam bodoh pun ada.


-Oz-