family

something happened between me and my parents this week and last week.

but i hope everything is okay now. i am truly sorry for my foolishness.

i just want to say this,

apa apa pun jadi,kalau marah sangat sangat pun dengan mak,bapak,kakak,abang,adik,

just remember that they're the only ones who will most probably save you in the afterlife(akhirat).

think of all the sacrifices your parents made for you. think of all their money spent just for you. tak payah campur pampers adik abang kakak. kau punya je pun dah beribu ringgit aku rasa? 

so i think that is all. 

ilovemyfamily.

but sometimes i also tend to lose my temper. but i shouldn't. 

someone made me realise,and i love that someone. 

bebeh i.

-Oz-

things went differently.

Hi. bapak lamanya aku tak buat post kat sini!

i've been fucking busy with my college stuff and all. belajar macam haram. tapi sepatah pun tak masuk AND STAY dalam otak. i guess i need more time on the books. but my laziness. MasyaAllah. teruk bebenor. sedih. and
i've been such a nuisance to others.maybe. sorry bout that.

this laziness you see,affects my daily life. here in college life and also at home. everyone at home would surely be very dissapointed in me if they see what i'm doing right now. me myself. i am very fucking dissapointed. #sigh

my priority. entah kemana dah aku letak priority aku. bangun pagi nak ke kelas 8.30 pun dah jarang.subuh dah tah kemana dah sekarang. mintak tolong member signkan memanjang. kalau skip class tapi boleh catch up,no problem. skip lah class. takyah datang langsung pun boleh. tapi ni. tak skip class pun tak faham sepatah? i'm so screwed.

and for my love life. ceh,ada love life pulak tu? ada hati lagi? jaga diri pun tak lepas,ni kau nak jaga anak dara orang? hm.elok.   i don't even have a clue,i don't even know what am i doing. pandang jauh ke masa depan. nak ni,nak tu. tapi yang sekarang ni kau tunggang langgang bro. susah la macam tu. cuba start perbaiki diri sikit. slow slow,sikit sikit,boleh kot?


entah lah..


rasa macam bodoh pun ada.

-Oz-